I am not doing well at all.
Let me get this out there so things can make sense. I have depression. Like, clinical depression that I take medication for and it appears to be caused by anxiety. I'm actually changing my medication at the moment because I was tired all the time and it wasn't completely working. Apparently, changing medications can bring about some crazy side effects. Honestly, I think the only side effects is my skin becoming oily. Also, I'm still getting to the proper dosage so it's not completely working. I keep making bad decisions when it comes to school. I'm fine with work however, thank god. At least I can pull myself together for work.
Basically, I'm good short-term but I haven't figured out how to handle everyday issues or long-term anything.
I'm currently failing my study abroad class and if I don't pick it up to a C+ I won't be going to Beijing. Which means I don't graduate with a East Asian Studies degree, just a History degree which I suppose is fine but I'm going to school for Chinese. I need to go to China to perfect my Chinese.
Depression sucks.
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